Well today was one of those days, i dont know what happened, I went in there feeling strong, I was ready, prepared to annihilate the weights. And what happens.... I lose the exercise. FUCK.
I started with Incline Smith press for the chest. Warmups went well, i get to my desired weight. And i think alright, i got 10 last time which was too low so i wanna try get 14 and maybe add 5 lbs on there just to see how i do. So i step up psych myself up and everything, then some dude comes and talks to me during my psych up about how he lost his posing music but then found it again, FAG ASS MOTHERFUCKER. So i have to psych myself up again, no problem, the weight is light, i can do this. I push it up and i get to 4 and it starts to feel real heavy, and all of a sudden it feels like a ton of fuckin bricks. I get 5 and have to rack it. So i think fine, fuck it im ok i can do this. I go again and only get 1. And think what the fuck.
Continued with my workout making increases in everything else. But was really pissed off about the chest.
And i realised all my fucking worries about maintaining low bodyfat with cardio and reducing carbs had slowly fucked up my diet and body over the past week or so.
So im seriously pissed off that i lost the Incline Smith press. But its just fueled me even more to pound down more food. The protein is there 400g on off days 450 on training days, just the fucking carbs im fucking up on cause i was trying to control bodyfat while gaining. but i pushed it too hard, messed it up by not taking in enough.
Just had to rant a bit. Really annoyed with myself. Should have known better but I guess thats the way we learn right, by making mistakes.
I started with Incline Smith press for the chest. Warmups went well, i get to my desired weight. And i think alright, i got 10 last time which was too low so i wanna try get 14 and maybe add 5 lbs on there just to see how i do. So i step up psych myself up and everything, then some dude comes and talks to me during my psych up about how he lost his posing music but then found it again, FAG ASS MOTHERFUCKER. So i have to psych myself up again, no problem, the weight is light, i can do this. I push it up and i get to 4 and it starts to feel real heavy, and all of a sudden it feels like a ton of fuckin bricks. I get 5 and have to rack it. So i think fine, fuck it im ok i can do this. I go again and only get 1. And think what the fuck.
Continued with my workout making increases in everything else. But was really pissed off about the chest.
And i realised all my fucking worries about maintaining low bodyfat with cardio and reducing carbs had slowly fucked up my diet and body over the past week or so.
So im seriously pissed off that i lost the Incline Smith press. But its just fueled me even more to pound down more food. The protein is there 400g on off days 450 on training days, just the fucking carbs im fucking up on cause i was trying to control bodyfat while gaining. but i pushed it too hard, messed it up by not taking in enough.
Just had to rant a bit. Really annoyed with myself. Should have known better but I guess thats the way we learn right, by making mistakes.
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