I already pm'd this to a bud here but what the hell may as well rant publicly since it has really put my head into a spin!
talk about taking the wind out of my sails.....
spoke with my regional NPC rep who has judged me on several occasions, most recently this weekend at the Jr USA, looking for some constructive criticizm.
Well here is what I got, he thinks I'm too tall to be a mw (@5'6"???), the other mw's are shorter (most look about the same to me) so can come in more shredded without loosing size(I wasn't shredded and don't have any size??) but if i take time off to put more size on to be a solid Lhw, then at my age I'll be too old. he says maybe i should start back at the state level in the MASTERS division and work my way back up to Masters Nationals. Otherwise I'm going up against 20 & 30 yr olds (which I have been and doing ok at it??????).
I'm sorry, I thought I could handle whatever he would say. But he said nothing positive, nothing constructive that I can work with to improve.
Am I washed up? A has-been? a wanna-be? too old????????
This really had me down for awhile but then I became angry and will use it as fuel. NO BREAKS now going into the JR NAts.
I have something to prove.
talk about taking the wind out of my sails.....
spoke with my regional NPC rep who has judged me on several occasions, most recently this weekend at the Jr USA, looking for some constructive criticizm.
Well here is what I got, he thinks I'm too tall to be a mw (@5'6"???), the other mw's are shorter (most look about the same to me) so can come in more shredded without loosing size(I wasn't shredded and don't have any size??) but if i take time off to put more size on to be a solid Lhw, then at my age I'll be too old. he says maybe i should start back at the state level in the MASTERS division and work my way back up to Masters Nationals. Otherwise I'm going up against 20 & 30 yr olds (which I have been and doing ok at it??????).
I'm sorry, I thought I could handle whatever he would say. But he said nothing positive, nothing constructive that I can work with to improve.
Am I washed up? A has-been? a wanna-be? too old????????
This really had me down for awhile but then I became angry and will use it as fuel. NO BREAKS now going into the JR NAts.
I have something to prove.
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