thanks fellas... i will need every inch of thickness to kick ass at the states. i dont know if you guys care to hear this or not but this is an important year for me. somewhere in my small head i think i have what it takes to be in the IFBB. i know , i know everyone who competes thinks so, but for some reason i think im different. this year is important because if the judges at this next show dont feel i have "it" after all the improvements i made since last season i think im going to have to hang it up. even though i think i have what it takes i have my eyes and ears open. that means if the judges dont think im one of the best in the state im not gonna beat a dead horse and keep going back on stage like an idiot. i dont just want to compete for trophies like some guys do, i want to be one of the best. this show means alot to me, i need to know that not only myself but the npc judges feel i have what it takes for me to continue.
just wanted to get that off my chest.
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