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Some of the posts are missing but in response to some of the missing posts. Someone said something about I should be proud. I thought about it and well in those pics I did start feeling a little proud. Maybe not so much "proud" but like hey I'm finally growing a little. However I have spiraled backwards because of my health and kind of feel like it was only the cycle that helped me out. It seems I grew a decent amount while ON but have been off for about 6 months (I think). I'm pretty salty about it too. Although I only did 2 very mild cycles I felt like I was finally getting somewhere.
I'm a little aggrivated and probably a little hard on myself. I have lost about 10lbs in the past couple of months. Lost a decent amount of muscle along the way. But I suppose it can't be helped. I'm still training just as hard but lose some days out of the gym here and there. I am hoping that my endo is going to prescribe me some hGH. However I think I may only be able to take small amounts or it may shut me down entirely, so not too sure on whether or not it will help me build my muscle back up again.
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